:'(

All the things i could post....
I don't want to post because it all hurts right now... I wrote a new poem, but in the end i was in tears writing it becuz it's about My eskimo... Not isn't mine anymore. I want to blame the waking world and certain people but i can't.... In the end i am blaming myself and it's not a good feeling at all inside... I don't even know if he wants me to have his heart... He still has mine though... at least he should... if he doens't then i'm at a loss because i gave it to him and only him :'(